I miss you like the hospital smells like antiseptic and regret
like my hands keep reaching for your ghost in the dark
I miss you like I miss the sound of my own laugh before it got cracked
before the words between us got sharp and heavy
I miss you in the middle of traffic lights
in the drip of coffee that never tastes right
I miss you in the bed where your side is empty
and I fold myself into the shape you left behind
I miss you like I miss breathing sometimes
like I miss believing in anything that stays
and I swear my heart keeps a score
it counts the minutes, the seconds, the tiny betrayals
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
and it’s all I can say
all I can scream
all I can hold
until maybe one day
the echo stops echoing
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